January 2010
9 posts
hanging out of fifteenth story windows never felt so relaxing.
...and i feel fine.
today i’m happy.
HAPPY.
i am smiling, i am laughing.
and not just because i feel obligated. i feel legitimately carefree. i can taste the air, i can feel the wind wrap itself around me.
i can feel the old me coming back, and i couldn’t be more ecstatic.
i don’t want this feeling to go away, but even if it does.
today i’m happy.
a rest of the eyes.
its so hard for me to fathom that people you care so deeply for, could be ripped out of your life in an instant.
i don’t want to believe that i could be that person, i want the illusion that i am invincible.
i’m glad you were invincible today.
“who made the earth? God dammit!” - krissy j
i can't help but be nostalgic..
“and in that moment, i swear we were infinite…”
skype.
i spent two hours tonight laughing at everything from
“kristen, i’m sooo going to fuck her”
to penguin wrapping paper.
i love my best friend :)
dreams
dreams are so confusing.
i have to wonder if they really are a perfect display of your deepest desires. the dream i had last night really seemed to. the ending however placed a crack in the flawlessly mirrored idea i seem to have in my innermost place.
i awoke naturally before the end, and i long to go back and place the pieces together so that i can for once dream a dream that will beget a...
2010
i can’t believe a year has gone by.
i loved every ounce of 2009, and i can only hope 2010 can compare.
i’m truly excited for the new year, the clean slate it gives everyone.
also,
i cannot come to terms with the fact that this was a year ago already.
i cannot believe that all but one of the people in this photo are but acquaintances now.
and i cannot imagine my life without...